What an anmazing year!

So last year at this time I went to a single adult conference. There I met David and Brooke-Lynn We met on Saturday May 16, 2009. We went on our first date on the 22nd and have been together ever since. I feel so blessed to have such a wonderful husband and daughter in my life, 

GRR!!

So, as you all know my biological father died last Friday night. They are having a memorial service for him tomorrow morning in Wenatchee. At first I was going to go to the memorial service thing, but Don was never a part of my life and I barely knew anyone on his side of his family (his children or siblings) I got a text from Noreen my half sister asking why I was not going to attend. I told her that Brooke and I are not feeling that good. She replied that I need to go because it is part of the grieving process. Though I'm not sad that he died, I'm not happy, so I guess I'm indifferent about the whole thing.  So, they can ask me all they want to but I will not be attending the memorial service. I'm happy with my life and feel that if I were to attend it would just bring up questions that will never be answered and possibly anger.

sad news.

So, I was at the Women's conference that my stake (Kennewick East) had put on. I was in line for some lunch, when I noticed that my phone was vibrating. I picked it up, because I noticed it was my sister Noreen's number. Well, it was my brother Ray on the phone telling me that my father had passed away last night. I did not hear him at first so I had him repeat what he had just said. He told me again and I was and still in a bit of shock.  He and my mom divorced when I was little and my mom remarried the man I called dad and whom I'm sealed too. It just makes me sad that he passed away. I wish I had known him better, or something. It's almost like my dad (Merrill) passing away again.  On a brighter note the women's conference was amazing!!

Brooke-Lynn

So Last Saturday the 13th  Brooke and were in the living room doing something. She comes up to me (out of the blue) and says to me, Mommy Heavenly Father loves you. I tell her He loves you too, very serious she tells me I know that mom. Then she goes on to tell me that Jesus is going to put two babies in my tummy a baby girl and a baby boy. She then put her hand on my tummy and said Jesus will put the babies in your tummy as soon as it feels better, almost all better she said. It took all I had not to cry. So then at Walmart today she said the same thing. I do not know where she is getting this, except from the spirit.

My lovely hospital stay :(

So last Monday January 25, 2009 I was admitted to Kennewick General Hospital. OK here is the back story, I was at work watching Jason the 15 month old. He was still sleeping when Jessica the mom came home from work. I got up to leave and I had a ringing in my ear and what I called swirly vision. Work is not too far from home.(I work by the Union building and live by the Olympia building) Ok I was driving home and I got a pain in the left side of my stomach, almost like I had to pee really bad. Well, I said a prayer to help me make it home, and had to have Dave help me out of the truck.  Well, I got inside and was sweating so bad that I had taken my shirt off. I could not get comfortable at all. I had Dave call for a blessing for me, so Brother Hayter and Mike Davidson came over and gave me a blessing. so at this point Dave was already late for work and had to get going, my mom was there with me and Brooke-Lynn so I decided I was going to lay on my mom's bed while they started to switch rooms. That did not last very long at all. I ended up in my room in terrrible pain and just plain feeling crappy. My mom ended up calling my sister Kathleen and she took Brooke-Lynn for us and the ambulance came and took me in. I know I was not doing good because I did not refuse to go to the hospital at all, and I can not stand them. So I get to the ER, and they try I swear a million times times to either start an IV they finally did after a few hours of being there. I ended up having an ectopic or tubal pregnancy. So I had to have surgery that night at about 10:00. They started at the belly button and then moved a little lower down and finished and just above my hairline. Come to find out I was super blessed, I had about a liter of blood in my tummy area. I'm just glad to to be home recooping.

Oh to be pregnant

I so wish I was 8 or so weeks pregnant and not having to deal with a dumb miscarriage. I'm doing better, there are just days where I just break down. I always thought that a miscarriage early on in your pregnancy was the baby way too excited to get a body, maybe I do not know. Hopefully I will get pregnant again soon and this time the baby better stick for the whole time.

productive weekend :)

This weekend was very productive. Got stuff for a surprise birthday and then of course attended the b-day party. Saturday cleaned out my storage and kicked my husband's butt in wii bowling. Sunday church was good. Went to dinner at my cousin Jen and her Husband Scott's place. We played Rage and Farkle I let them beat me farkle. ;) Yesterday was an absolutely beautiful day. the girls (Brooke-Lynn and Maleah) played outside for hours. I got blood work done, the house cleaned including the fridge. It was GROSS!! Throe Dave's mouse hawk he made and he taught me how to shoot his bow and arrow. I was pretty dang good. Had a nice yummy dinner and then played Yahtzee. The missionaries came over and shared a spiritual thought with us. Good weekend.